god under certain circumstances

Building With Whole Trees - NYTimes.com

Overall I am really happy with Windows 7. I also have Ubuntu 9.10 on another partition. I don't use it as much as like, at least not yet, because Windows has all of my setttings, passwords, setup, the way I like things. I need to learn more about how to tweak Ubuntu before I could be all the way happy with using it all the time. I wish my games would play using Ubuntu, that is the biggest drawback.

'For my part I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of the stars makes me dream.'
--Vincent Van Gogh



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Study for 'Youth of St. Sergiy Radonezhsky'. 1890-91. Oil on panel. The Russian Museum, St. Petersburg, Russia.



Olga's Gallery

http://tech.slashdot.org/story/09/11/03/2123258/In-Test-Windows-7-Vulnerable-To-8-Out-of-10-Viruses?from=rss

The UAC I was bitching about earlier when I listed the pros and cons of my windows 7 installation, yeah, there it is. In the news on Slashdot proving just how ineffective it really is. I run AVG Free. I also don't do stupid shit (a lot...). I've never had a system get a virus. I've shared a system with someone who THOUGHT it had a virus on it, but I never saw any proof AND I lost all my Oblivion game saves in the process because the SOMEONE thought the only way to fix it would be to reformat and not back up the game saves folder first.....

Edited: Another article from Computer World:

http://www.computerworld.com/s/article/9140323/Microsoft_neutered_UAC_in_Windows_7_says_researcher?source=CTWNLE_nlt_security_2009-11-04

Times
2 Nov 09



The scene from Spellbound, made of paper tape on clear plastic - (Mark Khaisman/BNPS)

The monochrome world of Hitchcock’s Spellbound has been revisited in a new artistic medium — layers of brown parcel tape stuck on to a 4ft-high sheet of clear plastic through which light is shone.

The scene, taken from the director’s 1945 drama starring Ingrid Bergman and Gregory Peck, was created by Mark Khaisman, who sells his works for up to $10,000 (£6,000).

Mr Khaisman, 51, from Philadelphia, previously worked with stained glass before switching to parcel tape.

“The work is made from layer upon layer of translucent packing tape, applied to clear Plexiglas and placed in front of a light box to give shadow and depth,” said Mr Khaisman. “My art is a conversation with light.”

BBC
2 November 2009

**This is a really cool automatic slideshow of images of these amazing women. WWII is one of my interests, particularly aerial bombing missions. I love history. Click the link at the top of the photo to go to the BBC article where you can start the slideshow. Details for listening to the BBC Radio 4 programme are below.

Night Witches



Russia's three all-female air regiments flew more than 30,000 missions along the Eastern Front in WWII. At home they were known as 'Stalin's Falcons', but terrified German troops called them the 'Night Witches'.

Here - with the help of archive images - Radio 4's Lucy Ash tells their story, and discovers that their extraordinary exploits have inspired others decades later.

Images courtesy RIA Novosti, Getty Images, Anna Yegorova, Garth Ennis and Russ Braun.

Night Witches will be broadcast on BBC Radio 4 at 2002 on Monday 2 November 2009. It will then be available for seven days on >>the BBC iPlayer.

Slideshow production by Paul Kerley

I have to be honest and this is the place where I am allowed to get my feelings out

so deal

I think it's pretty shitty that we couldn't go to Indianapolis to go trick or treating with Lilly and Gabe's cousins (Austin and Landen).

I don't think it's fair that the only options were: Terre Haute or nothing at all.

If you ask google maps, Terre Haute and Fishers (the place we would be going to in near Indy) are pretty much the same distance taking pretty much the same amount of time (1 hour 40 minutes give or take).

We went trick or treating last year in Terre Haute and it sucked. Karen pretty much took over the whole thing like she does every other thing she is involved in. So instead of it being about me and my babies and our first Halloweens, it's about Karen Young and getting her way with her grandchildren. And instead of Ryan coming back to the house with me and his child, he went off with his brother and sister who are much older than my children and we got left alone. I was also multiple months pregnant with Gabe and was having a lot of trouble walking long distances. It was not trick or treating with his sister and brother as they did not stay with us and were more interested (of course) in being with their friends.

If we went to Fishers, we would be going with two other small children who would be doing more age appropriate trick or treating. Plus, we had to skip out on Landen's birthday party because Ryan didn't want to go (although he said it was because the brakes are bad on his car, and yes they are bad, but he was driving us other places just as far. We went all the way to Bedford and then some to go pick out a Christmas tree that we don't bring home for another month).

i brought it up to him that we could go to Fishers when Erika invited us a little less than two weeks ago. I instantly thought it was a great idea because I am never fond of going to Terre Haute and because the kids would get to spend time with their cousins since we didn't go to the birthday party.

I am also annoyed that as soon as we decide we are going to Terre Haute, Ryan calls his mom instantly. And that the people in Terre Haute are constantly sick and the swine flu is bad there.

Well. shit. I am done for now.

That is the username of an excellent artist on lj.rossia.org. I found Alex's art on a robot link which friended me, and I was quite impressed. I have permission to show you a clickable thumbnail, and I will make it go to his journal, but I am happy to report that now he also has a deviantART account where he is in the process of displaying his talent. It is located here:

urbanaztec.deviantart.com

I think you will be quite amazed at the intricacy of his art when you see the large version of 'Lamp'.

Click the picture to visit Alex's journal. Then once you are there, you can click this tag to see all his art on LJR.

sick of bitching to everyone else. mainly because they are sick of hearing me bitch. and personally I am sick of being bitchy. it just happens sometimes I guess. no excuses. a lot of my behavior is uncalled for. I wish I had someone smarter than me to guide me through. instead i feel all alone like no one cares to help me but me. i get caught up in these circles go round and round the same problem.

it's never the issue on the cover. it never is. reading some of that book last night helped me confirm that. I've know that for years now. My problem lies with trying to get my partner on the same page, convincing my opposite to use the same self help strategies that I have. So when the time comes, instead of blowing up like usual, we could both stop, and answer the REAL question. The real question is never as obvious as it should be, but it's always the same. Do you love me? Are you going to be there for me? Can I depend on you? Can I trust you? It's ridiculous to see how simple it really is and then think of all the pain not knowing the answer to those questions has caused. It sucks to think that I was never on the same page as my ex boyfriend(s).

I have seen the damage it can cause and I try to stop it in it's path, mostly I am unsuccessful because my partner is oblivious to the outcome I hope to achieve (PEACE and QUIET). I hate being told I have to have everything my way. It's not true.

We have a serious dog problem. I can't watch cable in the downstairs bedroom because she chewed the cable located outside. She has also chewed up a three pairs of shoes. She has chewed countless children's toys, my welcome mat, part of the upstairs shed on the deck, the baby gate located on the deck, books, the carpet (yes she tore up a spot), and the christmas lights. There are many other things I can't even remember now.

She has toys. I don't have time to train this dog.

Windows 7


Just some pros and cons:
I like that I can keep my desktop clutter free (i prefer no icons).

I also like the new wallpapers. It might satisfy for a few weeks. I add desktop and address to my toolbar. I also unpin everything because I don't like all the clutter. I never install the desktop icon, although some programs seem to throw their desktop icon on their anyway




I don't like clicking to OK every download from the internet like I'm about to install a virus.
7 also asks me for administrative permission to put anything onto the computer. I really don't want or need any unnecessary protection from myself. The feature is called "User Account Control". Turning off this feature is pretty simple, though it (and Ryan) make you feel like a bad computer using for doing so.

View of the bridge in better times

**Read about the bridge at Wikipedia

'High winds caused a steel crossbeam and two steel tie rods to snap off the Bay Bridge's eastern span and fall to the upper deck, Caltrans officials said today as commuters unable to drive over the closed bridge jammed alternative routes and crowded onto BART in record numbers.

The three pieces were part of an emergency repair that workers made on the bridge over the Labor Day weekend after discovering a crack in a structural beam on the cantilever section. The repair held for just seven weeks, until the parts came crashing to the upper deck at 5:30 p.m. Tuesday, damaging three vehicles and injuring one motorist.

Crews worked all night on fresh repairs after authorities closed the bridge, but Caltrans was giving no estimate for when the span might reopen. Local transit officials said they were being told to plan as though the bridge will be closed through the end of the week.

The National Weather Service said gusts in the San Francisco area hit 30 mph Tuesday. Caltans said that was enough to cause a 20-foot tie rod, which goes through load-bearing steel saddles on the cantilever section, to move back and forth, and eventually snap.'

Highway to Heaven or Hell?



Westbound Highway 92 (left) slows as commuters, at mid-morning, cross over the high rise section of the San Mateo Bridge into Foster City on Wednesday. Photo: Michael Macor

--Story from San Francisco Chronicle

"I think the popular concept of the artist is a person who has this great passion and enthusiasm and super emotion. He just throws himself into this great masterpiece and collapses from exhaustion when its finished. It’s really not that way at all. Usually it's a pretty calculated, sustained, and slow process by which you develop something. The effect can be one of spontaneity, but that’s part of the artistry. An actor can do a play on Broadway for three years. Every night he’s expressing the same emotion in exactly the same way. He has developed a technique to convey those feelings so that he can get the ideas across. Or a musician may not want to play that damn music at all, but he has a booking and has to do it. I think the real test is to plan something and be able to carry it out to the very end. Not that you’re always enthusiastic; it's just that you have to get this thing out. It's not done with one's emotions; it’s done with the head."

Richard Estes

Why do guys insist on arguing over text message? How can I type all my feelings into one little text box.

By Nancy Merkle

I saved these two pieces by Robin Livingstone, and I am glad I did as their original source links are now defunct (if anyone has any viable links, please let me know). I also had them on a blog which packed up and left me without warning as well, so this is why I archive whole articles. Robin is an editor at Andersonstown News in Belfast. He has a biting wit and sarcastic view of life which I find hilarious. He frequently writes under the guise of 'Squinter'.

I've posted this once before, but something Jadiem wrote reminded me of it.

NIGHT AND DAY IN YOUR PJs

12 July 2003
Squinter

The time has come the walrus said, to talk of many things, of shoes and ships and sealing wax, of cabbages and kings...

And much as Squinter has tried to put it off, much as he has wrestled with his conscience over the advisability of bringing this particular topic on to a public stage, the day was always going to come when the truth would have to be told, and it is this: women in Ballymurphy/Turf Lodge don’t get dressed any more.

Now that doesn’t mean that they run about naked, or in their underwear. No, it means that they spend all day in their pyjamas. Nothing wrong with that, the cry goes up, everyone dosses about the house in their PJs occasionally, which is undeniably so. But we’re not talking about a lazy day off here, or an extended lie-in. Squinter was in Turf Lodge one afternoon last week – around 2.45pm, it was. And in one stretch of road he saw seven women going about their daily business in their pyjamas. Not standing at the door talking to the neighbour, not nipping out to pick up the milk – actually doing the everyday things that normally require a person to get dressed.

Two women were walking through Norglen Gardens, proceeding to who knows where with that peculiar shuffle that fluffy mules necessitate. Both sets of pyjamas were pink, silk(y) and baggy, both twentysomethings had blonde hair and big golden hoops in their ears, both had their arms folded with a ten-deck of Regal tucked in their armpits. ( >>Continued )