Sun, Jan. 20th, 2008, 04:08 am
precious flower

I always feel as if I'm seeking the "right" path in my life, ever wary of the choices that have led so many astray.

There can be no doubt that changes are on the horizon, and my power to mold events seems frail under the bonds of love.

But, perhaps this is just the projection of my perspective, and it would stand to reason that I can alter my perspective accordingly.

No matter the pains of today and the receding hope for tomorrow, there exists a blooming beacon of light, a precious flower.

I doubt my amazement at how well I cling to this one, fragile, innocent symbol will ever fade.

Indeed, it may be the only glimmer of light, no matter how faint, I can make out in the darkness closing in on me.

Seeded by the best ancestral qualities and nurtured in soil wrought from unconditional love and acceptance, the potential for beauty and dominance is like a direct steroid injection into my pride.

So the right path becomes no longer about the path I walk myself, but instead the path best suited for the flower's maturity.

And in this realization, I find a sense of peace that allows me to smile, even if only momentarily, about tomorrow and await the day I hold the flower in my arms and feel the soft, delicate touch unrivaled by any other.

Mon, Jan. 21st, 2008, 11:07 pm
(Anonymous)

ur the best father in the world...

Mon, Jan. 21st, 2008, 11:08 pm
[info]blugh

that was me....

Tue, Jan. 22nd, 2008, 07:34 pm
[info]blugh

its driving me crazy not being able to talk to you babe. i miss you terribly and the only thing keeping me going is knowing that eventually will be ok. It will be ok. We will see each other soon. The anxiety is liable to drive me to insanity if i dont keep repeating it to myself.



ally

Tue, Jan. 22nd, 2008, 11:26 pm
[info]blugh: ryan allen

nobody else cares about me like you do. no one else understands the pain. ive never fought to keep anyone in my life like i have and will fight for you. I refuse to abandon us. I will do whatever it takes. You know that you want the same things. You want to be happy with me. I want to be happy with you.

Wed, Jan. 23rd, 2008, 10:54 am
[info]dagey: Re: ryan allen

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