i feel trampled on, torn apartthere was a rock, i thought it was strong and sturdy
could never imagine how it would break
and how i would fall
fighting the pain with some thought of a silver-lining
but there is no sunshine coming
history tells me that the darkness will not subside with the morning
my dreams will be dark, my day will be empty
and...what is worse
i have only myself to blame
knowing that i have fallen again of my own accord
forces me to question where i will garner the strength to stand again
my weakness...i feel it weighing down upon me...
my desire for her...her smile, her touch, her warmth...overwhelms me
but what more can be done to me...i am broken beyond repair
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distressed
distressed